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Bret Ellis reunites with Thom Wright in Boston

The Shards

In January 1999, a book-signing in Boston brings Bret Ellis face to face with Thom Wright for the first time since 1981. Their reunion turns a public appearance into an uneasy reckoning: Thom discloses that Susan Reynolds once suspected Bret of hurting her, and Bret denies it, leaving the identity of the attacker uncertain. The conversation briefly makes room for recognition and confession, but it ends without a dinner, renewed contact, or a settled account of what happened.

The unexpected recognition

Bret is in Boston on the first leg of a long publicity tour for his novel Glamorama. After reading for about twenty minutes to an audience at Boston College, he spends hours signing books in a line that winds through the auditorium lobby. A handsome man approaches with a pristine hardcover of Less Than Zero, a novel nearly fifteen years old. The man's Brooks Brothers suit, camel-hair coat, umbrella, and boyish face strike Bret as familiar, but recognition does not come immediately. The two hold each other's gaze in silence, and Bret experiences the encounter first as fear, then desire, then confusion.

The man asks Bret to sign the book for Thom, specifying that his name is spelled with an h. Bret recognizes Thom Wright and signs the name without being asked. The small correction and the silence surrounding it make the reunion's distance tangible: Thom has followed Bret's career since 1985, yet the two have not spoken since 1981. Bret asks him to wait until the signing is over so they can talk. Thom checks his Rolex, considers the invitation, and agrees.

A conversation in the snow

Outside the auditorium, snow drifts beneath the entrance overhang as Bret finds Thom waiting. A black sedan is at the curb to take Bret to a television interview, and two publicists remind him that they must leave within thirty minutes. Against that hurried itinerary, the men make small talk about Thom following Bret's career. Their breath steams in the cold as the light fades, and Bret admits he cannot believe Thom is there. Thom says he had not planned to come but could not help himself.

Bret asks why they have not seen one another in twenty years and what happened. He says he has thought of Thom many times. Thom's expression changes before he answers: the past he brings up is not only the lost friendship, but Susan Reynolds's suspicion about Bret. Susan had called Thom from the hospital after seeing Bret. She sounded high and desperate, Thom recalls, and said that she had seen something on Bret's arm.

Susan's accusation and Bret's denial

Thom explains that Susan wanted them to call the police because she thought Bret had done it. He had told her that she was crazy, that he would deny the accusation, and that he wanted no part of it. Yet her certainty frightened him. He had already been badly affected by what happened to him, and he had not wanted to see Bret—or really anybody—afterward. After carrying the question for years, he asks whether it was Bret.

Bret says it was not. He recalls that Susan had been high on painkillers when she saw him and believed she had noticed something on his arm. Thom does not simply accept the denial: he asks quietly who was responsible. Bret can offer only a possibility, suggesting that it may have been the Trawler, but adding that he does not know. Thom recognizes that the identity was never established and names the Trawler himself. Bret confirms that the perpetrator was never found. The exchange leaves the central fact unresolved: Susan suspected Bret, Bret denied it, and neither man can identify the attacker with certainty.

An unfinished reunion

The conversation does not restore their friendship. Thom reflects that Susan was traumatized and, for a time, saw signs, signals, and omens everywhere; the relationship between Thom and Susan did not resume, so he says her state of mind no longer mattered to him. Bret apologizes for not reaching out over the years and for failing to explain how he felt about Thom. Thom replies that he had been unreachable for a long time, a restrained answer that acknowledges the distance without undoing it.

Bret invites Thom to dinner at the Ritz-Carlton, where he is staying. Thom politely declines, saying that he has plans, though he is glad to have seen Bret and thanks him for signing the book. Bret gives him his New York number. Thom never calls, and Bret never sees him again. The encounter supplies an answer to one question—Bret says he did not attack Susan—but not to the larger mystery of who did. Its briefness is part of its force: after nearly two decades of silence, the old attraction and the old fear return, while the possibility of renewed closeness disappears with the snowbound meeting.